Being a spiritual warrior

Even though the mission is to serve. Sometimes I get overwhelmed and frustrated. Is it a test? Am I not supposed to feel the motions. Is this apart of the human experience?

I used to think that you have to be love n light all the time, when in reality I wanna curse and slap someone at the same time. I feel like people like to try spiritual people because they think we going to let it slide. Think again. We have went threw hell and back to heal and get to where we are. No one is going to get the softer side of us if you are showing us your toxicity.